I sometimes fear what to feel when I think about you when I am with you and talking to you your just a friend of mine but there are feelings there as well I am with him but you want to be with me I sometimes wonder what if I went with you instead of him what would happen where would we be in our relationship I am in love with him but your in love with me I feel sometimes pain or upset because you cant have me because I am taken but I am listening to my heart calling out for the one that it longs for and for now its him my heart has been hurt to many times before it cry's out to me wanting the love it has never had before and it tells me this is it just stay with him because he is the one for you that you need in your life right now I feel that when someone loves you they will do anything for you so if you truly love me wait for me and wait for the future maybe our roads will lead to each other maybe they will go separate ways we will just have to wait and see what this road we call life will lead us love is a mystical wonderful thing and sometimes very secretive you never know when you may find it or when it may happen but when it does there is no turning back from it because it is that powerful there is someone for everyone and it I am not the one you will find someone ~
made for a close friend~
 frisky_shibuiro_neko · Thu Jul 24, 2008 @ 05:15pm · 0 Comments |
