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This Is My Life
My Journals have been mostly when I am stressed and want to write stuff down. I have grown up and now have more real life issues that I have to deal with almost every single day. I don't know when it will end but I will write until that day comes.
New College Semester. Not Good.
This is my second semester in community college and so far it has made me very sad. For some reason Ive just been in an overall depressing mood plus I have a job and a full- time student.

As a full-time student I feel overwhelmed already because I didn't take this many classes the previous semester and I have a lot of work to do. One major thing stressing me out about college is I still have no idea what I want to do and I am taking classes where everyone assumes its your major and I feel bad seeing everyone in half my classes knowing what they want to do and I do not.

A second thing is two of my ex's go to the college and they make me sad. I have tried very hard making peace with them both but they keep pissing me off or mostly one currently. So at the same time at college I feel somewhat lonely as well.

Third thing is the classes themselves. A media class im taking doesn't seem to hard but the teacher gives us like four things to do and that with my other classes just seems like a big load.

My math class really makes me mad because my teacher went strait into teaching the class without going over the basic syllabus at all which I believe is required for teachers to do so and I was use to my other teachers who did that already. She also didn't explain things very well, the teacher went into talking about math in taxes and I did not understand any of the words she was using. And so when I spoke up at the end of class she said to use the book instead of having her help me herself. I'm sure I wasn't the only one who didn't know anything about doing taxes.


I don't mind my job its a simple cashier job I haven't dealt with it too much yet. I really hope my work load for school doesn't get so heavy that I will cut my hours. I need to make money I am a little low and I need to help pay for my college books and stuff like that. I am trying not to take as much money from my parents.

I apologize now for going so into detail but I have been miserable for longer than I want to be and I feel the need to be into detail to relief some of that sadness.

I have a lot of planning to do with what assignments I have for school because I have a lot and I have failed twice at making schedules for it already.

ps. Because of all this work load stuff I will be on gaia less this fall I am very sorry.





 
 
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