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sort of, my computer that is.
i am on my way to the library this after noon, hopefully to get this stupid presentation thing done this weekend so i can have the rest of the weekend to figure out my english one.
realized yesterday that i has returned the book i was going to do the monologue from, so i went up to the school one to take it out again.
definatley took me a half hour because my school seams incapable of highering compitant help. . . it took me phoning the library from the desk and taking to the librarian in her office to get her attention. . . how ******** sad is it that i need to phone someone who's sitting five feet away from me just to get some service.
i ******** hate this place.
 supposed crime · Sat Apr 16, 2005 @ 04:58pm · 0 Comments |
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for some obscure reason, my computer will not allow me to access any sights except for gaiaonline. . . witch is the wierdest thing i've ever heard. . . because, lets face it, most of the time it's gaia that's not working and the rest of the boring net we have to deal with.
not even google works. . . or my other journal
supposed crime · Mon Apr 11, 2005 @ 07:13am · 0 Comments |
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i am here, i am back, and overly refreshed.
i had such a blast, did alot of hiking, ate good food, and smoked. . . alot. i also bought anne-merrie McDonald's new book, it's called where the crow flies, it's in much the same vain as fall on your knees, wich is unfortunate, i kind of wanted to see something diffrent, but it's still really good.
once again, i have to mention that stephen and jerri's outdoor shower is devine, ******** devine. even if it was a titbit colder out this time around. . . still, if it's warm enough to shower outside, it's warm enough for me.
i didn't see as much wildlife this time around, cause we had ziggy stardust (arya's dog) with us most of the time.
i took some awesome pictures, but when we went to coo beach i forgot my camera, wich sucks major a** because not only was it warm and sunny enough for me to run about in a sarong dress and bare feet, but it's also the prettiest part of the island. . . but i'll be back in the summer, when the water is warmer, warm enough to swim in.
i also found out that there is a film school on the island, and it's scholorship year, so all i have to do this summer is call up deema and tell him i want to come out then half price for me.
its a great program, you make a movie start to finish in a weeks time.
supprisingly enough i have money left, so i can pay my phone bill on time for once. . . hoorah.
pictures soon.
supposed crime · Sun Apr 10, 2005 @ 03:00am · 0 Comments |
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mitch baby, how could you |
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so mitch hedburg was found dead in his Jersey apt. on wensday.
they're claiming heart attack, i am calling drug overdose.
you will be missed babe.
supposed crime · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 06:35am · 0 Comments |
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this christmas rocked so incredable much.
the ausies came out here for the fun, and so everyone has been hanging at jodies for the season.
margrate gave me curried food, and carrabien rum for christmas.
i am not sure what it's called exactly, but it's this tropical flower, and rice, and rum mixed together and left for a year.
so so so good.
i got the ani DVD i wanted.
ah, i love ani.
and i am looking forward to getting my dreads done finaly.
supposed crime · Wed Dec 29, 2004 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |
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have you ever gotten to a certain part of a book where you couldn't posably think of putting it down until your done reading it?
i've been up all night, reading. i am still not done.
i desided it was time for a break when i took it to the bathroom with me, unable to put it down even for a few minutes to urinate.
and then you reach this point where you glance at your watch as your turning the page and realize that you've been reading on the toilette for an hour and a half, and your bum is sore.
i don't know if i will be able to return your book to you katie, it's one that i will revisit. but perhaps not for a while once i am done.
it's one of those books that you start to bookmark certain passages to go back and read them again and again when your finished.
supposed crime · Fri Dec 17, 2004 @ 05:43am · 0 Comments |
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XD io am such a ******** a** hole. |
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Quote: Keiya Kakashi I don't approve of incest, or participate in it in any way, but I went to my stepfather's family reunion this summer and all I could say is "Goddamn, ARE YOU SURE WE'RE RELATED, BABY GIRL?" No, seriously, I saw people that I have never seen before, girls, (and one boy xd ) that I found to be extremely attractive. (I'm glad that I'm a goth/punk/emo/whatever, and dress as such, because it is very hard to hide a boner wearing shorts. But my question is this: Have you ever been to a family reunion and found yourself ready to renounce your family name because of someone you thought was attractive? My distant cousin, "Brandy" (not her real name) and I became really close, because she is an intelligent anime/rock/rpg-loving black chick who happens to be really hot. At her birthday party, she admited to me that if her cousin hadn't been married to my mother, we would have been shagging at that very moment. I can't keep myself from thinking about how sick and perverted that I must be, and have decided to stay away from my stepfather's family.... oh my god. i can't believe that. you must have the devil in you. you must purge your dirty thought or else i fear you will fall into the hands of the devil. i think you should go to church, and get re-baptized because i don't think it worked the first time. you must have been baptized by a roman catholic.
roflmao
i can't believe i did that. . . yes i can./
i wasn't sure if i wanted to mearly post "you didn't happen to vote for bush did you?" but i figure the wound is still too fresh.
supposed crime · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 10:59pm · 0 Comments |
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delayed political reaction |
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the re-apearance of osama binladen has made my political predictions earily accurate.
quoth the pocketbuddha: "i would bet my left arm, osama will re-apear within a week of election day"
i went on to say that bush would bring him in as a prisoner of war. that oart was wrong, but Bush has been alot more tactful than he was with the whole, "look, i have sudam, i think i'll call an election" thing.
yes, alot more tactful.
he didn't use bin-laden to make himself look heroic.
at least not in the same way he used sudam.
instead, bin-laden's re-apearance has sparked a naustalgia in the average american, that mearly brings back 'memories' of our ear 'dubya' walking out of the smoke and ash of september 11th and 'saving' the day.
bin-laden, in sending a tape full of bush bashing, has only helped the idiot win.
and no, it's not official yet, but i have a really bad feeling about the turn out if this 'election'.
this got me thinking.
i made that prediction during a rant about a conspiracy theory involving made-up heads of state who raise their heads whenever the government needs an excuse to do something stupid.
this isn't the first time that bin-laden has suddenly popped up just in time to save bush.
his rapid fire tapes shortly after 9/11, and really, 9/11 itself created an orwellian hate frenzie that allowed bush to invade afganistan, and secure the land chainey's buddies in the oil buisness needed to build a pipe line.
ok, so perhaps, bin laden was just a little stupid about the timing of his video.
but maybe not.
it all seems too coincidental.
it all seems to bring me back to a very orwellian conclution.
the terrorist threat is simply a show, a confusing web of lights and mirrors?
the american answer to orwell's eurasia and eatsasia.
it makes me think of the first few front pages after 9/11. and a very startling discovery.
a picture on the front page depicting a bunch of arabian woman, cheering, guns in hand as the trade centres went down.
this picture was not a new one, i had seen it in the 'people's voice' two years before.
all these coincidences are invading my brain one by one as i watch the media circus surounding the election.
i can't even put it in any asemblance of proof, or order.
i just know them to be true, and yet, cannot bring myself to believe it.
the repricussions of this truth are imense.
it overpowers me, makes me hopeless.
and then it slaps me in the face.
no matter how clearly i see this whole thing, no matter how clearly i see through everything that bush does. it is clear that no one in america sees it the same way.
it is clear that they are gobbling up bush's dribble like the stretched neck and gaping mouth of bald baby birds.
and it angers me.
baffles me.
bush will protect they're freedom, they say.
but the freedom of the press is meaningless if nobody ever has a question.
orwellian.
no laws, only consiquences. fear. and hate.
i can't breeth
supposed crime · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 08:08am · 2 Comments |
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blah blah blah, my writing tells me this. . . |
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Here is your analysis.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space.� If the inputted data was correct Jules has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Jules fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Jules has� a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Jules is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future.� Jules would like to leave the past behind and move on.
Jules exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Jules allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Jules has a vivid imagination.
Jules is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Jules changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Jules feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.
Jules has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.
Jules is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Jules is capable of seeing far into the future. She plans two, three, even ten years in advance. Jules has high goals and can literally see them being reached. She is very self-confident and has a high self-esteem. Jules will reach whatever level of success she desires. Jules has the self-concept that is possessed by less than two percent of the population. That two percent contains the most successful people in the world. When a person has a high self-esteem, she frees herself to achieve an unlimited world of success. Jules has achieved this frame of mind. Congratulations. She has the self-confidence to take great risk, thus reaping the rewards. If she does fail, it doesn't break her confidence. She knows she can do it! In retrospect of our research, this trait is one of the most desirable to possess, because it releases the writer to achieve her full potential. We recommend everyone raise their self-esteem to this level.
In reference to Jules's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Jules slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jules can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Jules is not facing something going on in her life today. She is deceiving herself about it. Often, Jules's opinion of herself is different than those around her. This trait gives Jules the ability to deny anything that does not agree with her "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only a defense mechanism allowing Jules not to face some reality in her life at this time.
Jules is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.
Jules is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Jules will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Jules an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Jules is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Jules is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
People that write very large tend to be very social and friendly.� It seems Jules has this type of writing.� This indicates a need for people and a particular natural ability to socialize and be the life of the party.� Now, if Jules also has specific fears (like fear of criticism or fear of trust) then she will deny she� is the life of the party, because fear has overcome her natural inclination to be social.� People with large handwriting tend to be effective at anything that requires interaction with lots of people.� she is a people person.
Jules can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action
supposed crime · Sat Oct 30, 2004 @ 08:54am · 0 Comments |
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