Jumbled Thoughts
Why hurt me?
what did i do to you?
why do you say you love me one minute
then slap me down the next
show love
then pull away
give love
then throw me away
I'm gone and you want me
I'm there and you ignore me
What is this that you're offering me?
love?
pity?
Is this whole thing just a bandaid for your loneliness
am i just a replacement
am i just here to make her jealous
so many questions i want to ask you...
but i don't want to hurt you
so why do you hurt me?
so much pain inside me
shouldn't you be able to take it away?
why do you only add to it?
where is that happy fairy tale love i always hear about
every time i think i've found it something goes wrong
i'm so lost
i'm so confused
i'm so alone
and i want you
do you want me?
do you love me?
where are you when i need you?
why can't you confide in me?
why can't you be happy with me?
is it her memory?
i don't understand what i've done
what's my crime?
why am i being punished?
I'm so ******** confused
why doesn't anything make sense
can't remember who i am
where am i?
who are you?
why are you hurting me?
do i deserve this?
what have i done?
pain
burning pain
heart ache
lost and alone
so confused
all i know is pain
all i feel is fear
put on this mask every day
never happy
always alone
why can't you see me?
because i won't let you
i don't even see me
i don't know me
i can't find me
i'm lost
please help me
please don't let me stay alone
i'm lost in this maze
i don't have anyone
i'm lost and alone
i'm so scared
i'm so cold
please help me
anybody help me break free!
don't let me die like this!
save me!
so lost!
so hollow!
need someone to break these chains on my heart and release me...
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