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hey, whats ^? i'm not going to the math thing no one is! YAY! I get to sleep in!! the thing today, tho, wuz that it really hit hard that Will doesn't like me. it felt like my stomach had an empty space where my stomach was suppossed to be. i'm afraid that i'm gonna crack seein' him at the dance in a tux. its harder than getting out of bitibg my nails. this is soooo much harder to break! liking him for 2 years really must have done some damage. e-mail back , kay?? sorry i just dumped all of this on you!

you didn't dump it on me.... i really don't mind
anyway its great that YOU get to sleep in, but tomorrow I have to go for some girl scout CSI thing and wake up at like 6AM!!!
'bout Will..... maybe there is someone out there better for you than him... no not maybe there IS someone out there for you and you'll find him, who ever he might be... and maybe it is Will and he just hasn't realized what a great person you are yet.... youll never kno what the future has coming!

Thanks SO MUCH for saying that! i kno that he probably isn't for me;he's graduating in 19 skool days, but he has that funny-ness that i love (and his eyes draw me in sooo deep) i just wish that he didn't hate me. my friend Bec knows all of this, and she thinks that we'll dance. I told her that i don't think so, even though i want to. i wonder how i'll be when i see him dancing with any other(girl;boys i don't mind =) i'm afraid that i'm gonna totally freak out! thanks for listening! u r like, my 2nd BFF! (srry;Carissa is ma first, i known her since i wuz 1) but i like knowing that i can talk about Will without u getting annoyed that i am so much.(u aren't right?)so anyway thanks for saying that i am a great person, and e-mail back1 i'm at my grandparents' house with my family1 my cousin is moving back up this summer! i am SO happy! e-mail back!!!

This is an e-mail with my friend destiny_doumbledore. she is so awesome and understanding1 ...what stinks is that i really hate him, but totally love him at the same time.(even tho i never talk to him!) ...oh well!