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First time I saw you
I was shy
I was in love...
Though I never told you that
Because you didn't know me still
I just went wherever life took me
Months after months
I just stood there
Just watching every passing moment of time between us pass by.
Each day growing closer to each other
Knowing more things about each other,
Even so,
You probably never knew..
That I loved you.
Minutes into hours...
Hours into days...
Days into months...
I dream of you in my sleep,
I loved you.
You made me look forward to school,
I loved you.
You've been there when I was down...
I loved you.
The mere thought of you made me to never give up
Because I love you.
School is coming to an end...
And it depresses me...
Of how much time...
How much time I lost...
Just standing there...
Waiting...
Until my dreams come take hold of me...
The dream that never came...
I tried harnessing the courage...
The courage to ask you,
If you loved me back...
And still,
That never came.
Your friend asked you instead...
And still no answer
I asked you recklessly at school
And you answered "I dunno"
I IMed you if you meant to say no...
And you answered "What if I said yes."
If only you could feel my heart...
Just cracking up into pieces...
Letting me wait there in pain
Only because you never answered...
A simple yes or no...
Instead I'm here
Held by the anguish you set upon me...
Heaven and Hell ravaging my soul,
If I should still
Love you
Or not...