I fear I might not be able to play oboe anymore.
If the pain I keep feeling in band increases like its been for the last two weeks,
then I just... won't even bother with it anymore. I want to know what the ******** is going on with me!
It's one thing if I collapse out of nowhere, but when it interferes with the second thing I love most in this world, then there's something REALLY ******** WRONG.
I've been sulking about this for a while without having anyone take notice,
but now... -sigh.- I don't know if I can do this anymore.
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