I like how nobody leaves comments on my journals lol.
Anyways, I feel so stupid. I though this guy liked me. And I sort of told him. The hints were two vowels, and ends in 'e.' So he could actually think it's Jake. Lawl. Anyways, I think he likes this girl Amanda now and I feel retarded. D: I just want to go back and never have brought up the subject. I don't like relationships much anyways, it's better just to stay friends.
Speaking of friends, I really miss my best guy friend, Alec. He moved to Orlando. It's really weird without him. I only have Travis to talk to in science, and he isn't much of a talker. I don't have anybody exciting and spontaneous to walk with to lunch. We have nobody to be the center of attention at lunch, 'cause all of us girls are secretly in love with him. Lol. Now Thomas talks to me. He's really rude though, and immature. But I miss Alec! There's only Emily to laugh with in math now. It's just so weird. I don't like it. It puts me in a depressed haze for half of lunch until there's something to talk about besides our missing beloved. D:
Agh. Guys. They're causing my misery. Lol. Well, I guess I should go shower so I don't have to do it when I get up at 8 for mass. I hate how my parents make me go even when they know I don't believe in god. My friend thinks that athiests believe that when we die, we turn into trees. That's reincarnation, and I believe the Muslims think that. I just think we die. I sorta believe in souls. Not really though. Kinda. I don't think they go off into something else when our body dies, though.
So. I shall sleep. Goodnight.
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