life can be very depressing, i have dreams of killing my supposed friends,or them betraying me which i dont doubt,i think of seeing someone i love being torn apart infront of me,i hate it when people call me "the happy child" stare IM NOT A F****** HAPPY CHILD i have dark thoughts to the point id need a counsler,well if it wasnt for the fact i despise them,they cant help me no one can,if im dark so be it i dont want people to tell me to change or try and make me change,they should get over it,i listen to depressing songs everyday i read depressing books and write very morbid things everyday,i like to its fun it relaxes me and sometimes it enrages me,whichever comes first.
 DESUDESUBLAZE · Wed Mar 21, 2007 @ 02:33am · 1 Comments |
