the only real reason i made this was so that my friends understand i only act happy every minute of my school life.Non of them really understand that im sick of all my friends that are girl being sluts all the ******** time and kissing the guys are our school because they make the guys think that all i want is sex and all i want is a real kiss.Not like make-out just a guy that likes me to kiss me...not just a kiss to get in my pants.And all the guys are cool but i dont want to laugh at every word you say i just do it because i want a guy to like me.Not that some of the stuff isnt funny but i just cant deal with some of you people.yes im not sure if i like someone fully but dude i give all my friends some kind of a gift one day or another for a holiday or B-days but most of them just forget my B-day and then go on with there lifes.now for some Q and A's:
Q:are you mad a t us?
A:im just sick of being treated like i am
Q:are you really depressed?
A:i cant tell any more!if i watch something good i do cry but not from happiness...from the though in my head that that will never happen to me
Q:why didnt you tell us this before?
A:because i dont want to tell people i want them to know it in my voice,tell in my actions,and my expressions on my face
Q:dont you have a better home life then most people?
A:this is for you to decide but when your mom leaves your whole family for her boyfriend on the week of your 7th B-day when your B-day is on the 7th of that month,my dad calls me a gropie,says that i will become so fat that i will not fit through the front door,and the rest of your family besides one cosion talks crap about you behind your back almost everyday.you tell me
Q:um...in need for consolor?
A:the last one i had stole all hopes i had leaft...they agreed with every thing my dad said
now sense not alot of you read this i might as well tell you that fro the first year and 3 months on here i said if i had a crush on someone and all of you could tell everyone so thanks for not doing it but i will not do it again
 Icrush · Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 04:58am · 10 Comments |
