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"Doubt and Discouragement are her regular companions..."
A daily reflection of life. Hopefully, I will get better as a true writer and person. In other words, my self-therapy. Care to join me?
LIfe-Learning Conversations with Severus (one of many) *lol*
Severus = italic
Augurey (me): = normal text
(BTW, it's still a fanon Severus, not canon Snape, like I'm trying to depict)

Well, here goes... I'm not sure what goes, but whatever it is, it's going....

Well? Come on.

Severus, why is it that people ask so many things out of eachother? Can't the world just stop for a moment so we can all catch our breath?

Of course not. As long as workaholics like either me or the Dark Lord walk about, then this world will never stop being exploited.

Hmm...

As much as I don't want to accept this fact, people depend on each other for necessities and other things, because we want something done and quick. Do you remember your father saying something about the Law of Cynergy?

Yeah, I know, it says that things get done faster with more people. So if two people do one thing, the time gets cut to 1/3 Bob.

Yes... I wouldn't have said Bob, but yes, some sort of variable. In using that, we bend the Law to what we want, which unfortuantely, may be something that someone doesn't want.

Right, well, here's another question. Why is it that I don't act fun? I mean, I can be funny, but not about everything and when I try to be funny, I feel guilt from saying the wrong thing. What's wrong with me?

Well, that's why you're going to that therapist tomorrow, isn't it?

Is it because I don't feel like I connect? Is this all my fault?

If I knew, I would tell you, and mostly likely mock you following my opinion in your personal issues. As it is, there is no way for me to tell.

I researched the psychologist and took this online quiz. Turns out that I'm a peacemaker. Gah, I researched my therapist... gonk

Really, now? You're so introverted that you don't seem to make any commitment toward peace. You instead watch as all events flash before your eyes and I know for a fact that you only speak half of what you encountered personally. And I believe the researching was the fault of taking you English teacher's word too seriously. Perhaps you think that having fun would make you gulluible? That's not for me to decide, but you know I don't usually 'hang out' with anybody. I keep everyone to strictly business, so that emotions don't get in the way of any of my progressive work.

Ah... I guess that's all for now.






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AllBWareMe
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commentCommented on: Thu Feb 15, 2007 @ 04:01am
i feel guilty for having fun also. i think its because i feel like everyone should be pushed ahead of me so i can stay behind TO push. if im at the bottom then only i have to be worried about being crushed, etc.

also not being able to connect IS a personal problem. i think you should asses yourself in that category before you ask someone to fix it, or even how to fix it.


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