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Single and hatting it!!
Me and Steven broke up today! He says he wants me to prove to him that i can be a good friend before i can be a good girl friend! cause a girlfriend is ur friend and ur lover! It makes sense! And maybe that is y my relastionships don't work out! *sighs* Me and him are on a break! I hate it! I hate not being with him! But it's my fault! I'm stupied for doing it! I regret it SO much!! The thing that hurts the most is that he said he didn't really beleive that i loved him! *tears up irl* He said he said it cause he was mad but i don't think that is true cause b4 he says things just pop out when he is mad! So maybe he finally told me who he really feels! It has been differnet between us! Like when we first strated dating i would always get texts in the morning so that when i woke up i would see it! I know it's tiny but it always made me happy! And then he just stopped! I don't know maybe i'm just being i don't know paranoid i guess! But i don't know! Things feel like it's changed! Now they really have!!
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