To my Friend
These are my words screaming on paper.
These are my thoughts and feeling.
These are what keep me up through the night
These are the reasons it is hard for me to go on.
I have never been loved besides family.
My friends tell me that they love me but it is not theirs I am looking for.
I am sorry to all the people I have hurt.
I am sorry to the one I call my best friend.
After seeing you so happy I have noticed how wrong I was.
I got mad for I thought that was the wrong love you had.
I yelled and tried to talk you out of it but what right do I have.
I don’t even know what you have or what I look for.
I am sorry, I felt my heart stop when you screamed that it was over.
I soon found out it was not, what you have is still there.
I felt as thought I was alone in this world, I alone feels this pain.
A pain which nothing can fix, I am doomed to my death.
My life is so cold, even we it is a summer day.
My life feels like I am walking on a path that never leads to where I want to go.
People keep telling me that I will find it, I beg a differ.
I have found many people but they don’t see me, I am not there in their eyes.
I want to scream I am here, with all the pain inside me.
I know that if I do, I would feel worse.
These are my words screaming out loud,
These are what keeps me up at night.
To my friend, I am sorry.
shannabanna181 Community Member 
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