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I'm so depress. sometimes i just wanna cry, but if i cry that makes the people around me sad, and if their sad i'm super sad. so i try to keep a happy face all the time because that makes everyone happier and it makes their day. so i guess why not make others feel better if ya can ya know, it doesnt hurt u and it makes u feel good about urself. the only down side for me with that is when ur depress u still have to keep that happy face, and there's no one to comfort me when i'm down because i dont show that side to me. always making jokes and make others laugh. and ya i always laugh but sometimes, just sometimes, i need to cry as well. i know it sound emo for the ppl that know me in real life, but its true. Haha guys sorry this was a lie to see ur reply =P. sorry if u felt used but i just wanted to see the replies that i would get haha. once again so sorry XD