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Thoughts of the future...
In some ways, I want to be like my father. A smart man who always thinks ahead.
Time changes things, and I change along with it.
I think it's still far to early to be certain of anything, but I know that I want to be with Kate for as long as possible. If I can't, than I'd rather live alone, because I can't see myself being with anyone but her, I don't even want to think it...
My dreams of living in Japan are slowly taking a step back as more important matters come into view. Right now, finishing my classes have taken top priority, followed by keeping Kate happy as much as possible.
After that, finding a suitable company to begin my career with and then plans for the future from there...
Marriage, too far away... though it might be something that would have to happen eventually, I believe that it will be decided when the time is right, for both of us.
Getting married means much change, in lots of ways, and very suddenly. I don't like sudden changes unless prepared for them.
Children, haha I've always dreaded the question "Do you want children?"
In a way, yes, I do.
Because I want to know what it's like to raise a child of my own and molding them into a respectable human being.
I want to be the kind of father that comes home from work and is greeted by his child(ren) with open arms. I want to be able to speak with them about their day and how their school life is going.(I do plan on getting an art/animation/game career, but it might allow me to work from home, we'll see in the future).
But having a child is also a sudden change that requires much planning, and this planning can only be done prior to having a child, so it is very troublesome(all Shikamaru-like).
Above all, I'd hope to have a lot of time devoted to being spent with my family, whether it's hanging out at home or being able to go out and have fun or enjoy ourselves somewhere.
Kids deserve to grow up in an enjoyable environment, and should always be having fun.
My life was mostly void of that after my parent's divorce, but my father continued to take care of me.
Thanks to him I turned out this way.
I can say that I cried like hell when they divorced, I didn't want my father to leave, and I just wouldn't let go of him.
But I can't say that I am unhappy of the way I turned out despite my past...
Life has thrown me a curve-ball, a curve-ball named Kate. I wasn't prepared for her to show up in my life, but I will never regret that she did.
If you read this know that I will love you forever and ever!
As long as I live, no matter what.
~Jake, the gentle giant.(lol)
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 Dreadhawk Dragontail · Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 08:36am · 1 Comments |
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