hi everyone!!!!!! nothing much to report except that me and my class are starting to act out our project for ICT! i'm sure it's gonna be reslly funny at the end!!!! are's is about teachers!!! evil teachers to be exact!!!!! And i'mk starting to get into the whole poem kinda thing!!!! even though most of them are kinda deppresing... sweatdrop but that's just me!!! so get used to it......anyway....me and my mom saw a cat on the road on the way to riding..... i was shocked and i couldn't talk for a while... i guess i'm really attached to cats in a way... i can stare just as long as they can, when were staring at eachother.... and so i was going to go back after riding to take it off the road.....but it was dark and if my grandparent had seen me on the street alittle while from my riding stable i would have been in deep trouble... i got kinda perynoide about the whole thing so when ever i say car lights i though it was my grandma...so i couldn't get to it... but i haven't really been into skool at all from that point and i'm getting kinda tired as well, so it doesn't help anything..... so now i keep on seeing these images in my head of the cat... and i can't get it out...i haven't had very good sleep also after that so i've been trying to calm down by reading...but it's still lingering in my head... the cat.... i couldn't do anything about it either.....and i now that even dead animals deserve respect when they've passed on... so i feel as though it's not been laid to rest...so i can't see why i didn't do it when i could... i was scared... so now i can't leaft it off my shoulders that it seems to be my fault.....i can't forget it... i can't...
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