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i just saw a commercial for a "NOW" CD that was all Christmas songs. Christmas is about that warm-fuzzy feeling, and being around your family, and being happy. Too bad that stupid exams ********' ruin that and add on pressure and anxiety. I can't wait until exams are over (after I hopefully pass 'em all), and I'm home and with John and happy. I can't freaking wait to go back to work, get all sweaty and filthy but have the satisfaction of knowing I've done a good job. I can't wait to get off of work, call John, have him come over, and spend the evening with my or his family. I can't wait until the stupid anxiety of school is over. I'm seriously thinking about taking a year off after next semester. At least until I figure out what i want to do with my life. Until then I'm pretty much bullshitting and wasting my parent's money. And if I can grow the balls after thatone semester, I can even get an apartment with John. I can't wait until we live together. It will be so perfect. I know that we'll have our ups and downs, and times when we'll get irritated with eachother, but every couple does. It will still be like a dream come true, though.
I love the way that when we get irritated with eachother, we eventually just start hitting and poking eachother trying to get the other to laugh. It always works, too. We eventually just laugh about it and wonder why I was in such a crappy mood (It's normally me who gets mad in the first place).

Well enough ramblings for tonight. Needed to somehow just vent it all out smile