You know smoetimes, I try and look back on my past a lot, and the way I do it I just feel so empty from it, with all my worries and stuff.
Like you where to meet me in real life I know that you would hate me right off the bat, but then you'd probably call me the next day and ask me to come play or something like that.
I mean I may be rude and all but sometimes I just wish I could be like a normal person, someone who can make the right choices, or come up with a plan that dosen't end up getting someone in trouble or hurt, and that's why I say this quote: "My pain is the key to everyones Freedom" and yes I know it sounds very emo or something along those lines, but if you where to put yourself into this kind of thought and stuff, you would be very surprised at how much of a deep thought this is and how much pain and courage it takes to say things like this. The worst part I'm in my last year of high school, in two grade eleven classes, dropped a earlier one from before and the two I have right I'm failing in too, and one of them is english.
So if you read this, I really hope that we don't meet in person because all I cause is pain and suffering, because I already feel sorry for those who do know me and all I wish for is that the people who do know me can forgive me for all the I've done, said and put you though.
chaos piros Community Member 
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