What if there was a rip in time? And I could just make time stop... So I wouldn't be wasting mine and everyone else’s trying to make up my ******** mind. What if there was just five minutes in a day for someone to tell you that they love you... Would it make a difference? Would it drive you mad? How do you know who you love or why? How do you choose who you want to be with for the rest of your life? Do you know by who makes you hornier or by who makes you blush more? Do you know by how much they care about you or how much you care about them? Do you know by the tone of their voice when they say "I love you"? How can you possibly choose one person in this whole world that you want to spend your life with? How are you supposed to be happy with just one person? And now that the internet is so wide, what if they're online? How do you know that they're being loyal? How do you have trust in someone you never met? No matter how much you fall in love with them, you may never have them... Can you go on without holding someone or kissing them? Can you go without making love to them if you truly love them so much? Can you see into their eyes when you can't even see their face? How can you ever truly be happy in this world? How can you ever truly make up your mind with what you want or how you want to live? How can you be sure that the road you're on is the one you'll be happy with for 30, 40, or 50 more years? How can it be possible that you can go on knowing so many people that you love, so many you've met, some you haven't, some you've already been with... How can you fairly make up your mind if you love them all? How do you know who's the one you want? Or on another note... How can you possibly know and love so many people without hurting someone else? How can you make a decision that will hurt someone else when you make it? How can you just walk up to someone and say "I love someone else, sorry."? How can you just... How can you just kill someone emotionally like that? I mean... If you love someone so much... Does that mean you're willing to just slam someone into the pavement like that because of your own selfish wants or needs? Why can't you stay with someone simply because they want you to? Why do humans have to love at all... Most animals don't love their mates... They just ******** and then it's over... If humans could do that I think life would be a whole lot simpler... Is it possible for humans not to love someone like that? Is it possible for us to go on without loving someone for our entire lives? Maybe we don't need to love... Maybe we just think we do because everyone bashes it into our brains when we're young... Marriage in itself is merely a mass belief, after all, isn't it? I mean... Nothing really happens when you're legally married... It's just a piece of paper and some huge ceremony when you could have done without it anyway... And something else... What if you love someone who doesn't love you back? Or rather they can't love you back for fear of hurting someone else in the process? What if you truly love someone who either can't love you or just doesn't? Do you turn you back on them and forget them? Do you have a choice? Even if you confront them about it, will it change anything? I mean, really... How do you just fall insanely in love with someone then just walk away from it... Why is it that we have to pursue happiness with someone other than our cat or dog? Why is it that we have to actually seek out someone that we find that we love the most and live with them for the rest of our lives... When doing so is damn near impossible? How is anyone supposed to get married? Do you realize that over 75% of Americans have second marriages? Because the person they chose that they wanted to live with for the rest of their lives was the wrong person... Why did they choose them in the first place, then? Why didn't they choose someone better? Because they probably couldn't find anyone better. Because no one can. No one person can actually say "I want to live with this person for the rest of my life." Because no matter how much they say it, it's probably not true. Know why? Because it is impossible to have anyone like that. That's fairytales. How on earth are you supposed to find someone like that? And when you do, are they free? Are they available? Do they love you back? Are they in the same area as you? True love can never be found. And that's why.. It's impossible to have someone you love and can live with for the rest of your life. Period.
 Arius Shadow · Sun Nov 12, 2006 @ 01:38am · 2 Comments |
