stare As I sit here on a Monday night, I ask myself how did my life come down to losing all that I held as dear to me, gone in a wink of an eye. Well My friends Marriage and Divorce are the nasty lil' things that made this happen in my world.... I was married back in march 15 2002 and suffered to please a woman that there was no pleaseing...... Caring for her boys and taking care of the house where never enough. On top of which I was to also run my own Business in the Video field. I did everything to please her but only robbed myself of my own happiness. then in august of 2004 a silver lining seemed to appear for me. The words Divorce.... I said that I fought to try to save this marriage, so then if you want the divorce then you can pay for it......
Well Here I sit.... Fighting to be me in a world surrounded by strangers. I have my health my Work, my family, and yet I am left with out any real friends to speak of due to all that I went through prior to this day. I admit that I am happier now than I use to be but None the less Lonelyness is still something I hate.... This is coming from a man whom is a over caring fool......but yet no one wants me, or wants to understand me... sad
To all my online friends, live life and enjoy it. I am just starting to learn that now and its a painful lesson. Also becareful of those you hurt on your journey through life. wink
DamienTheDestroyer Community Member 
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