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i love my hair. it's always so soft. and it's curly. or i can straighten it easily and it's still just as pretty and soft. and it's long. and i love evanescence. i just feel like rambling. it's so much fun. i really dont know what to think about steven at this moment. i've liked him for almost 2 years. and i still havent had the major responses from him. one minute he'll kiss me and then the next he's treating me like i'm a friggin plague WTF?!?!?!?!?!? i just dontt understand men sometimes. but whatever. you know the saying. cant live with 'em and cant live without 'em. so my rantoul friend Robert had this one girlfriend a week or so ago and then he broke up with her and like that same day or the day right after he had a new gf. what a creep. and then earlier tonighht serena and i went to the mall with another robert. but for the life of me i cant remember his last name. lol. i always have that problem. never get names straight the first time. but whatever. anywho. we went to the mall and i swear i saw Steven lathem and nick brannock. but either they didnt recognize me or they just didnt say anything to me because they dont like me. either way i dont really care. it's just funny how many people i see in different places while i'm there. the world is quite small at times. and OHHHHH we saw this group of goth guys. my GOD they were HOT HOT HOT!!!! and one of them kinda followed me around for a while. maybe he was a vampire and was trying to follow me and find a nice dark corner. lol. I WISH!!!!!! but anywho. oh and Bruno, the exchange student from Brazil, is pretty cute too. and he's a sweetheart. funny too. lol. ok. bed time. gotta help emmy with her senior photo stuff in the morning and then maybe rena with rantoul homecoming stuff in the evening.