Franz Kofka's "The Metamorphosis," seems like a book I would always want to read... but the 63 pages is due this coming monday and I haven't even started.
So instead, every time I look down at the name I'm about to put in the database, I see my pink bra down my shirt because my boobs have gotten too big. Wait, is there such a thing as too big? I like my boobs, sorta. They're comfy right now.
-cough- anyways. We had a really interesting conversation during hack the other day about Kiwi sucking off a horse. but that was the day before someone went and booted the hack up into the rafters of the mezanien (sp? upper lever of a two level room.) of the gymnasium. So for the past couple days, hack has been sparse... and windy outside. >.<
And Matt and Brenda are going out! AGAIN! but this past friday after they were together, before I knew that, Matt, brenda, and i all slept in a puppy pile in Matt's bed for about 45 minutes to warm up from the rain after the football game.
This was after watching part of a movie in his older bro's room, then the incredibles, then going to his room. ...but it was fun. We almost started the comfortor on fire from his mini-heater.
So I'm learning chinese. Slowly and awkwardly, but it's coming. but I'm the only girl in a class with 3 other guys. (it's ITV)
and they started calling me a witch cause I've been learning tarot, then they think I'm even weirder for being a bisexual! They don't call me a witch anymore because I got really mad one time when they wrote it all over my paper that I was working on when I went to my locker one time during class on an online day. (3 of 5 days is with teacher, the other two are online) So they don't call me a witch anymore. But I got this really sweet wallpaper for my phone of a brunette with her shirt open revealing a lavender bra and nice breasts. Brenda was like, "What the.." All my friends know I'm bi, and some of them still can't believe it.
Kortni in my Acc'ting class doesn't want to even imagine me coming home with a hicky one time. XD
She and megan can't imagine it cause I'm the "Good Girl."
Yeah, I guess, most of my life I've been really shy.
But now I have a boyfriend and he's helping me come out.
Before I had a girlfriend. She help me discover my bisexuality. THANK YOU! Otherwise, I believe that I'd still be a shelled lifeless little innocent girl.
My boyfriend is helping undo that too. ^_~ which is good. I like being open to others, sharing my feelings and thoughts, being more willing to help and give support. I feel more confident every day!
So, I'm liking this. I've got my future planned, hopefully my lifepartner, (big grin for the bf so he drops the question soon!) and how it's all going to work is slowly falling in place. I hope to start college classes this summer right after school is out. That would be sweet.
but for now, I'm stuck where I'm at, doing small things until something big comes along! Which reminds me. I want to start my own Accounting firm in the future, I should start getting the idea for it and some of the foundations (non-financial >.< I'm poor) laid out.
heh, good thing I work at the Entrepreneur's Assistance Network!!! cool
wait.. I am working. >.<
I got to get back to work.
Love you!
Carla.
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