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Well here is my story. The one person i hate the most is my brother. and he hates me more than anything else in the world. more than opra that a lot. i guess that how we show that we "love" each other. by beating the s**t out of each other. but some tims we just play around. and sometimes we dont. Oh yeah and gods not real. just thought of pointing that out. so if you disagree with me that your problems of wasting you whole life on worshiping a higher being..... a being that doesn't exist. and i have a my "proof" so you guys belive something that some one wrote in a book. hmmmmmmmm. so do you belive that someone can turn into fire and still be alive. do you belive that someone can actually be a human spider. and do you freaking belive that some one thats blind can actually fight crime. and if you do then well you sh ould be whiped of the face of this beaner covered world. and i can say beaner cuz i am one. i was born in mexico and i will die in mexico. of course i cam here illegaly but i was 2 so i didn't know anything. but the thing that sux is the i have never gone back. and when i am old i will go to mexico and die a happy man. i know it would be weird for a mexican to go over the border and go back to mexico. yeah yeah i know you have never seen or ever heard about it. but even if it means not have a gf for the rest of my life, or ever losing my virginity, i will still be happy if i could die in mexico and old man of old age. i just wanna live my life happily. i dont want to become of the them ghetto gangster's in the FTT in my city. hell no. i wanna live like grandma (not mine) grandma is i think the oldest person that has ever lived in fullerton that has not gotten shot. but i just wanna live like her. not get shot and live on. by myself or with someone else i dont really care. moving on. for some reason my urge to kill has gotten up 15% now its at 80% The one girl that i have ever loved is a girl named Jessica Negron. and she is my friend. but i wanna go more than that. but unfortunately my cousin is going out with her. but i guess all is fair in love in war because he did know her for like 2-5 years or something like that. and ive only known her like 2. (this year would be the 2nd) and she has been waiting for him to ask her out. but now she wont talk to me. and i just want to warn her that he might break up with her just so then he could get with another girl. what a jackass. if i was ever with her i would bever think of dumping her. cuz i think that she is an angel sent of the heaven above. metaphor. once again i dont belive in god. Right now i think that im turning emo. but im not sure. cuz im always bored. and when i am (always) i cut myself. only rarely thought. now im not that emo......i think. well there is more i might add some more later but right now im bored as hell so bye.


P.S Viva Mexico