I want to let it go I want to let it out, but I can't I sat and almost cried it hurt it burned inside I couldn't see but the tears wouldn't fall I don't know why, I wanted to cry I wanted to get it all out, but nothing The only thing I felt was nothing, I want to feel Damn it even if it's pain I want to feel Am I really this hollow is there really nothing to me. People are supposed to feel, right? I want to feel I want to cry I do but nothing came Now I can't even cry in pain, or maybe I can I just haven't tried hard enough. Is this love? Is this what it means to give your heart to someone? Does it mean that they can break your heart over and over again and you come back everytime hoping that maybe you'll learn to cry again Hoping that you'll be good enough for them someday that you'll mean something to them even if only a little? Is that love if it then I'm it and its worth every minute every heartache, every tear that never falls and the few that do All of the hurt all of it is not feeling part of love do you stop feeling except for the pain and then nothing. Are you supposed to sit for hours wanting to cry but not being able to? Is this love, if not than what is it and what is love?
nightsongs · Sun Sep 10, 2006 @ 11:42pm · 1 Comments |