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HELLO! on august 25 i went to the 93 X Fest! it was awsome! i went with my x boyfriend heart and another friend. they're both from my church. i wuz the only gurl with them. our friend tim drove us both there and back. ^^ MAN wuz that concert HOT! the little bit of wind we got felt great tho biggrin i didnt think that my ex still liked me(i wuz hoping that he did tho) mrgreen he wuz the one that invited me! yay! ^^ i sat between my 2 guy friends at the concert heart wink heart
they were protecting me...every time i left i looked back at them n they were watching me the whole time to make sure nuthin happened. xd ...or they were chekin me out confused ...oh well. i like to think that they were protecting me. it wuz soo cute! i had soooo much FUN! rofl 3nodding my ex wuz soo sweat to me when i wuz ther! we danced together n had our little moments where our eyes met 4 a while n a slow song came on, and the lights went low and he grabbed me close to hug me...he held me for a long time! heart he did that a few times for the slow songs and a few of the faster yet love songs.(romantic.... heart whee ) we were so close that i thought we were gunna kiss! whee but we didnt crying n i dont kno if he is waiting 4 me to ask him out or if im just waiting for him to ask me out...HOW CONFUSING!!!u see we hav dated b4...twice actually. sweatdrop the first time he asked me out,second time i asked him out n we ended up dating longer than we did the first time. i didnt think that he had still liked me either.i wish that we could date again...its soo hard to explain y i like him so much but i can try.uhh lets see...his personality is perfect. he can make me laugh or smile even when im really sad. he is the kind of guy that will make everyone feel like they r anyone. he is also great with kids n hes not short tempered. hes a big cuddle buddy too! heart ^_^ n can b romantic n serious at times n then he can b a complete dork at other times ^^!...i just think that he is an all around great guy! i mean ive dated other great guys too...but 4 sum reason i just cant get him out of mind... heart