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Pfft...You call this a life? Dear Readers. I wish to die.I have anger issues....And I cut.I NEED to die.I honestly don't ****** see why people want me to live.WHY CANT I JUST DIE! One of my friends is pissing me of....He made me have a mental breakdown.My mom and dad hate me.I belive they just want me alive so that I can help them do st like call whats- their-faces just because they don't know ****** english.HELLO! HAVE THEY NOT HEARD OF **** INGLES SIN BARERAS?!?!?!?!??!?! BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I HAVE TO TAKE THE CALLS FOR THEM.I HAVE TO MAKE THE APPOINTMENTS.I HAVE TO **** GET bh SLAPPED AND BEATEN IF I DON'T DO THESE ***** TASKS. THEY JUST WANT ME AROUND SO THAT I COULD SUFFER.KILL ME PLEASE LORD.I am so pissed off. scream I hate my life.I wouldn't mind dying right now. Lets start with my dad: He's a cheap b*d.He won't let me get DSL for my compy because "It costs too much" WTF?!?!?! IT'S ONLY ABOUT $35.00 A **** MONTH! HE hates it when I disturb him when he's watching a movie. stare** AN EFFING MOVIE?!?!?! If I were to go up to him and say "Hey dad....I just dislocated my shoulder in 9 different places and I'm bleeding to much and I'm starting to get dizzy" His reponse would be "hold on....Give me a few minutes...My movie is getting good.OH WAIT!......How much is this going to cost me?" "......." ahem Moving on...Heres my mom: She's really a b**h....If I even look at her the wrong way..She automatically insists that I MUST* See a shrink.If I kick a pine cone when I'm mad..She automatically says "Oh your just kicking that because you want to kick me" ((WHO THE ****** SAID THAT?!?!?!?)) Or when I talk to myself ((Yes..I have told you people I was crazy and needed to see a shrink in one of my previous journals)) She says "What type of child talks to themselves?!?!?!?!? YOU NEED TO SEE A SHRINK! RIGHT NOW!!" Then she comes up with excuses and lies to go to my dad and convince him to take the internet away from me.And she does the same to go to my brother ((Yes he pays for the internet.I told ya they just use us)) And complain on how I get on the internet too much. And theres way more...But...I'm going to let you soak that in for a while. Thank you for whoever ****** cares to read this. P.S.Honestly I think This Is The Longest Journal Entry I Have Typed So Far.

Posted by: ldwta Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 02:06am

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Bookboot
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Commented on: Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 02:39am


	My mind a stable ramshackle yours afoggy crystal you have no purpose that you feel right one time you are wronged wronged you always are i choose my way yet you force yours not much to say about topic that has nothing to be said about.

Commented on: Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 03:19am


	wow...i don't think that there is no one who cares for you!! i think that if you look hard enough some one out there cares...i mean there is a lot of people out there and at least one has to care. (like me for instance) P.S>= and yes it is the longset!!! rofl

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Commented on: Thu Aug 24, 2006 @ 03:16am


	*I just want to say sorry for that guy...and he didn't mean for it to happen that way*

Commented on: Mon Sep 04, 2006 @ 04:19am


	I don't want you to do that. I love you, and I don't want you to hate yourself. Just hate them.

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Commented on: Tue Sep 05, 2006 @ 08:48pm


	Life is hard, you've got it hard but there are others who haev got it worse. I understand your pain, but others don't they envy it. They wish they had it that easy, some people try to live, some people have to try to live life, if your so annoyed by your life run away, and it's just DSL, who gives a s**t if it costs too mcuh, does you dad feed you? If not call child serveces, if he does, he's doing his job. WHat about your mom. Trust me, I'm sorry that you feel so down, but if you give in then you lose to them. Not having love from a parent is tough but if you can't love yourself or at least you hate your life so much you want to end it, your foolish in my eyes.

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