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Fear? No so much really of anything in particular, just the realization that 20...30......40 years down the line Ill be living still in a world that for being filled with 8 billion + other people is ONE OF THE [********] LONILINESS PLACES to have ever lived.

I crave sleep & dreams as its the only place outside my mind I can access an still see without pain, drugs or self destruction.

I can see world an things impossible irl, even family who have passed away in my dreams.

I also dont feel pain in dreams an can do impossible things..