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Today my best friend told me he loved me and so he asked if we could get together. It seemed like we known each other forever so we were good friends, but I didnt liked him like that so I just stood there looking at the ground with total silence. I was thinking I dont like him like that but I dont want to make him sad but I like someone else. So I looked at him straight in his eyes and tears were coming from my eyes. He asked me what was wrong I told him no I just couldn't I like someone else and I dont want to say yes because then I would just be with you because I didn't want you to be sad. He had a tear come down his face he told me he was certain that I would say yes because we were good friends. I told him I was sorry but he kept shaking his head so I gave him a hug. He said it was ok if you said yes I wouldn't of known and it would put stress on you, (he knows how I am he helped with other relationships) so it is ok. But I had to make him feel better so I hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I wrote this down because it reminded me of when I told a good friend on here that I liked that I liked him and this sort of happened he knows who he is and if he is reading this I sorry if I made you feel bad.