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Well some of you know that my bf and I got into a fight and he wants us to go our seperate ways for a while... You know see what it's like around other ppl and s**t well I wrote a few things on how I feel about him... (they're just peoms though)

Why?
You're walking away and my heart is breaking.
I don't turn to face you, I won't let you see me cry.
My heart is broken and my tears stain my face.
Why did I love you so much?
Why did I think it'd last forever?
Now I'm walking in your shadow.
I'm following your steps.
Why can't I break free?
Why must my heart ache every time I see you?
When I look in the mirror,
I see you standing behind me.
I turn and you're not there.
What's becoming of me?
You're taking over me;
Destroying everything that made me, me.
Now I'm holding a gun to my head.
I see you standing there.
Don't cry when I'm gone.
I loved you.

When I close my eyes,
I can still see your face.
When I breath, I can still smell your scent.
When I cry, I still hear your voice comforting me.
When I sleep; though alone,
I feel your arms holding me.
When I think, you're always on my mind.
When I try to forget, my heart won't allow me.
When I fall, I still think you'll help me.
And now's the worst yet:
When I remember where you are,
I fall to my knees and cry.
I miss you.