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There are way too many things that I say sorry for and I know that I shouldn't say it. But I cannot help that I am like that. I promised Fidella that I would stop saying sorry for feeling things and I plan to keep that promise, along with the other promises I made to her. She's so wonderful, she may not think so, but I do. In my thoughts, she is. She's real, she is not afraid to show you who she is, even infront of me, and that is saying something. She is not afraid to be herself, and I am so releaved at that. I have known too many people who lie about themselves, they act one way once you get to know them, but when you actually talk to them, you realize that they are so fake.

That is the last time I let someone do that to me, I've been hurt too many times, and too many people left me because of that.

Fidella, if you are reading this, then I want you to know that I hope we can be good friends, whatever happens to us.