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Shana.Journal
Daily Rantings. Occasional joy. Possible epiphanies. Infinate profanities. Woo hoo.
I hate that Catherine's right.
She hates me so I shouldn't listen to her, right?
Logically, yes. But... she really is right...
I b***h too much about things I don't do anything about.
I b***h about my friends when I share all of their bad habits.
I b***h about good times when I really, really had fun.
I b***h about spending money when I love to recieve stuff.
I b***h about the environment when I barely volunteer anymore.
I b***h about the internet without making any move to fix it.
I b***h about my damn, ******** mouse that someone else had to replace...
I mean, God, when will it end?
I'm the worst hypocrite I know. And that's saying a lot.
And don't any of you dare talk me out of it or I'll cry or get talked out of the fact that I'm a hypocrite.
I don't want to lie to myself.
I am who I am.
But, I'll be damned if I can't try to change that.


shanasei
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  • User Comments: [3]
    You're only human.

    comment gastronomic cannibalism · Community Member · Sat Dec 18, 2004 @ 07:38pm
    Your only human
    We still love you even with your fualts
    nobody is perfect after all
    All that we expect or want is that you be you
    *huggels*
    your speciel, never forget that

    You big bro
    ~Takeshi~

    comment Takeshi_Kechi · Community Member · Wed Dec 22, 2004 @ 06:53pm
    Nellie-> Well, yeah, haplessly enough.
    But I know a lot other humans that do a much better job at tackling that particular hinderance(?) than me.
    Thankies though. <3

    Onii-chan->
    Nee~
    heart heart ::huggles wike cwaz-eh again::
    Thankies; that's really sweet. 3nodding
    Though, I still think you guys deserve better than the s**t I'm always throwing at you... I hate it when I throw mini-tantrums, but I can't stop myself. It's like I'm not there anymore; all I can do is watch people float away. And when I can take control of it again, nobody's forgotten, and I'd feel worse if I had to make all of you forgive.
    It just... I... ugh...
    ::huggles again::

    Thankies, both of you, for putting up with me,
    and for not feeding me lies about how I'm not a hypocrite.
    It means a lot more than you'll ever know.
    heart

    comment shanasei · Community Member · Wed Dec 22, 2004 @ 07:19pm
    User Comments: [3]

     
     
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