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With all that's going on in the world right now, I need a place to put down my thoughts.

Okay, so... with the rioting going on... not all cops are bad right? I feel like if I said that on Facebook I would get SO much hate. But honestly I HOPE that's the case. I've met nice cops before, but then again I am a white female. I like to think that they aren't all bad... but what happened with George Floyd is just... absolutely awful. Makes me want to throw up. And all this horrible s**t being posted on my Facebook feed is just making me SO stressed out like... help.

My mind is like, broken today. I'm in between feeling anxious and depressed all the time. I want to scream but only if no one could hear me. I'm so tired of living this way and I just want something to spend my time on that is actually productive, instead of games or Facebook or TV or YouTube. I kinda want to write a really cool blog but I don't know how to start.

Well I guess that's all for now, I really need to lie down and sort all these feelings out. Thanks for reading, ciao~