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It's been a little bit again. I think I'm going to take some time to reflect on how I judge people.

I certainly believe the way I view people is flawed but it seems fair for my current state. Living in the states, has taught me that unless you are the 1% that hits the jackpot early, then you've either failed, survived, or are succeeding normally.

I want the people around me to reach high and score high, that's really the only time I feel like I want to improve too. It's a weird feeling being around people who haven't done as well as me or are a little slow.

Sure, everyone is on a different clock and this s**t isn't a race. However, that isn't an excuse to be content or not striving higher. I mean we're 20-25 and we have so much time to do so much, and some of us have the audacity to think we've done enough.

I think I am a good judge for motivation and passion or maybe I am not. Who knows? I just think it's awfully lame not to shoot high and say you're "happy" about it. No one gave birth to you for you settle at average LMAO.