I ended up staying awake until 5 or 6am last night for no reason. It gave me a good excuse to sleep in when my parents came home though. I like how that worked out.
It's almost time for my brother to go away to Govorner's school. I overheard him this morning talking about the heavy rules and restrictions for the students there. Granted they're all high school age, but still. Their days are so heavily planned that they are under orders to have a "fun period" of playing organized sports/activities/etc. It makes me glad that I'm in college and can do whatever I want :3 It also made me realize that I only have 2 years left of this freedom before I have to get a job (or go to grad school), worry about moving out, and a whole shitload of financial troubles. It makes me depressed to think about it.
I only pray that my plans with Emily will go through and we can move to New York after graduation. If I play my cards right and do well maybe I can get into a good school in NY and be free from this house. It's within reach.
Two days until I head down to Western Psyche to see about summer work. This can either go extremely well, or terribly wrong. I don't have much time until I go back to school, I don't have any experience, and I don't know if I can do the work for school credit. And I'm very unsure of myself. Is this what I want to do? It better be, there's no time to switch out of psyche now.
I had such big plans for this summer and I didn't get to anything yet >.> Well who saw that coming?
settingFIRES · Sun Jun 11, 2006 @ 09:08pm · 0 Comments |