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I'm debating on wether to keep this journal gaia specific or not. I don't really RP anymore so There aren't any characters for me to "flesh out", and so far I don't really know anyone here... But if people so choose, i would like it to be easier for people to find out about me. even if they are a little too shy to just message me and ask at first. Sooo... I guess this will have some parts of my real life in it because that's all i really have to go on right now.

let's see... today was pretty rough.. i have to wake up at 6 in the morning to go help my father with work. then go to my job after that. luckily i got out a little early... but it was still a pretty long day all in all. and i still have band practice to go to in a couple of hours. i think i'll pick up some sparks on the way. i deserve a little treat, i think.

the only thing i dislike about band practice days is that i barely get to see my boyfriend. 5 more days and we'll have been together for 2 months. not really very long, i know. but it feels so much shorter. i'm crazy about this kid. which throws me a little aback because i took a chance on him. he's not my usual 'type'. but i'm finding things i never knew i wanted in a relationship before. well... that's wrong.. i wanted them. i just didn't think they were realistic. i settled a lot in the past and now with jesse, i don't have to. and i'm loving it. for the first time i feel like someone's girlfriend and not their mother lol. heart

in other news: i booked my birthday show and i'm so excited!!! just under a month away..whooo!!! and driving the fall and must..not..kill have both confirmed to play!!!! i can't wait. and the best part? i get free drinks all night!! the owner of the bar already promised me. mrgreen i love being a musician. now if only i could get a damn record deal for my band. i now have 2 exes that are on tour (naturally neither were very much when we were dating lol) but they did it. and it gives me a lot of hope that i can too. not to mention i now have a couple friends in the business. so i can pick their brains whenever they get to come home for a while. it's always good to see people i've known forever finally getting to live their dreams. i just got one question... WHEN'S IT GONNA BE MY TURN? lol!!! ah well, patience isa virtue, so they say.