OK, I was thinking about leaving Gaia because I felt ignored and like no one liked me. I posted that I was thinking about it only to find out that people actually did like me. And now I feel really bad. Now I feel like I have wrecked any chances of becoming friends with them. I know that a lot of people see someone doing that as just an attention seeking thing, so that is why I feel that I may have blew it a bit. I honestly wasn't doing it for attention. I was just letting people know that I was thinking about it, warning them almost.
*sighs*
This is the reason why I don't open up to people, or I find it really hard to open up to people. I am just way too scared that people won't like me. And I am just too scared that they will find me annoying becuase of the bouts of depression that I am prone to.
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*sighs*
This is the reason why I don't open up to people, or I find it really hard to open up to people. I am just way too scared that people won't like me. And I am just too scared that they will find me annoying becuase of the bouts of depression that I am prone to.
Blah...
Community Member
depression ──> sadness ──> anger ──> rage ──> lashing out ──> no friends ───┐
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nasty cycle eh? wink
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