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I've never failed a class before in my life, and I don't intend on starting now. I'm at the point where nothing really matters, not even this promotion that I've been talking about for the past two months. Still no word on that either, and I am tired of being strung along like a little puppet for something that will probably never happen. I may dislike myself, but I won't let someone pull me along for their amusement.

Not anymore at least.

Once I get my insurance back, I need to go to a doctor. It might be stress causing my period to be late, but lately I've been worried that there might be something else wrong. The stress is getting to me, especially if I wake up from a good sleep feeling worse than when I went to bed. I'm past the point of crying about it, since crying won't do anything. I need to stop this somehow, and I hope that my boss will understand my reasons behind not wanting to work Fridays anymore.

School is more important to me. I paid for it myself, and it is the springboard for my future. My future does not lie within a second rate supermarket - I'd rather commit suicide than spend my life there. I also need to find out when my math final is, so I can get that day off too.

And on June 1st I plan to send in my notice for my 4 days off. I'm going to expo no matter what anyone says. I need that break, I'm sick of those people.

Hopefully with the two new employees my hours will be cut down a bit. I need more study time. It may be less money, but whatever as long as I get enough money for my books next semester, thats enough for me.

And at this point, if my boss is mad at me for wanting time to study, I could care less. He can't fire me without just cause.