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With Every Breath in me.
With every breath in me
I'd like to thank you for it all
For every walk we've taken
For catching me when i fall.

But that isnt at all what this is about
With every breath i breathe doubt
Its almost been a year that you've been gone
And i havent forgot all those songs.
How depressed i was when we were together
and how lonely i ended up when you left away.

With every breath in me I'd like to thank you for all the pushing that you did
for pressuring me while i was vulnerable, for lying in general
You were my best friend, you said you loved me more than anyone else
when something hurt me i went to you,
I should of known.. I should of known.

I wish I figured out sooner that i would turn out the same as her
When you got what you wanted
Why pretend? why waste your time chasing after me when you never really loved me at all?
I hope you feel achieved at breaking me down like this.. I hate it
I absolutely hate you.
With every breath in me, I hate you.
With all the strength in me I'd tell you

But with all the heart in me i could never manage,
If there's one person on this planet I hate more than you, She's me.
a series of songs to explain my hate, will never be enough.
I hate me for my idiocy, thinking you'd come back and everything would be the same it was again.
But in the end i was wrong, and your gone forever, a black crow to hang upon the life I live.
The only death I cannot evade, Reaper of every feeling in me.

I cant pretend you werent something to me,
But how you did me, I hope you know
Your nothing to me. I've let you go.
In this poem, with every breath in me
I'll leave you numb, like you did me. <3





 
 
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