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ruled by the will of the world and my superiors

forced by norms and a good mind to take their s**t

and get over it later

but little by little i creep through my cage of good will

letting loos my bitter expression

what i feel matters

if not to anyone else, it does to me

the suffering my ancestors went through, that of pain and oppression

i refuse for it to be forced upon me

i refuse to be any less or more than who i am

or whatever the hell i wish to be

i cannot be held down, i refuse to be anyone else but i

half my mind is already a bloody rape scene of the blade

dreams of the barrage and the death

are all sweet dreams at times,just thoughts of the end

are enough to bring me joy,knowing freedom is so easy

and the gates open in so many ways

just thoughts of the suffering of my floggers of mind

is enough to make me smile brightly

as if i was happy...