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Hello, readers.

I really suggest you read my last entry to get a picture of what this one derived from.

It's basically from when I asked my friend out as a joke, and he thought I was serious. So let's continue from that.

So, this person we will call E lied to me last night. She told me that this person we are going to name CB (guy I asked out jokingly) and herself had slept together these past two days, just to piss me off. Her goal was to make me angry at CB. I don't want to be caught in their drama. They have a child together, so they won't ever be able to get rid of one another. That's one of the main reasons I didn't want to be bothered with either one of them..

She texted me this morning telling me she lied, and that she's sorry. She only did it because she is angry with CB and "doesn't want him to have anything good in his life". Here's the jaw breaker. She thought me and him go out, and so did CB.

So I had to set them straight.

It should be fixed, though CB wants to give me the silent treatment for a while. I'm not really put out about it, as I'm not for the drama being friends with these people brings. On with life.

The guy I'm in the "It's complicated" situation with texted me asking to confirm whether or not it was true about me going out with CB. Because I had been angry at the time, I told him to ******** off, verbatim. He decided to call me, which wasn't a smart ******** idea on his end.

My attitude was spicy as hell, I came out and said some s**t like, "And if we were? What's good?"

He said he was " just asking". Just ask your a** off my phone line, then, was how I felt. I was talking reckless on the line, he really shouldn't have dialed me. Then he started getting angry at me because of the way I was speaking to him, and hung up. Then calls my sister immediately after, and I was talking to her about wanting him out of my life. He heard me. Then said bye to my sister.

I actually think I want him out, it would just be better, easier, if he were... But I'm worried about not having him around anymore, which is stupid.

I calmed down eventually from my spicy vibes.

Good morning. How is your morning going?