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i'm not that special.. So why do you love me? I know i'm awesome but why am i awesome? Why do you care if i stay here with you or not...? You know i love you but i can't be IN love with you because of the age limit and i can't stay near you when i destroy everything i love.

I've lost alot of friends on my road of travel and i'm still missing them even through i don't remember their names. I only remember the people that left a scar in my heart and made me shed tears that would never go away.

Yes i'm poor, yes i'm weak, yes i'm useless but inside of this frail useless body of mine lies a heart that waits for someone to hold and clutch it as they sing the lullably of my heart.

I may not be a good guy at times but, i try and be nice to as many people as i can for the world deserves good even if i've been dealt a bad hand i refuse to sink as low as them for any reason.

I want to be strong but i know i cannot, i want to be good but i know that's impossible for someone like me. I'm as ordinary as any other person with just a few handicaps i'm as weird as a psycho but tottally safe sweatdrop