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"Dear Diary"
A journal i will occasionaly use to write small non-rhyming poems of venting. Pretty much, i'll be placing my im-movable feelings on something concrete...
Why does my heart feel like it wants to combust on itself?
Destroy me, family. Do your best.
It already hurts. Why not just take me down with you?
Send me somewhere where it won't help.
I already know you will.
My days are numbered, Time is too slow
Im running out of time
Time isnt going fast enough
Im starting to depress and sink in low
Lower than anything, I wont be enough.
Before i run out of time,
i wont make it.
take the knife out of my back, stab me a few more times.
Go ahead.
It wont hurt.
My back is numb
and bleeding too fast.
I wont make it,
So take me out of my misery.
Do you purposefully enjoy
Making me suffer after i've finally become happy?
Help me, dont kill me.
I dont want to be a hypocrite, but its almost inevitable.
I want to die.
I want to live...
Save me from myself...





 
 
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