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Tears fall as I see you drive away. Depressed, as the distance between us grows larger. Temporary, yet painful. Darkness deceives me when you're not here to stop it. I lie, I cheat. An angel lost in the devils game. I cry out, the distance prevents you from hearing. Caged in my own sins, unable to reach you. Waiting, desperately for your return. Helpless, Cold, Alone. My heart confuses your love with his. Tricks. My mind no longer knows what is true. I hear your voice whisper my name. Confused between dreams and reality. Forgiveness seems impossible for the things I have done. Secret, but I am still aware of the damage. Acting innocent and helpless, when I was the culprit all along.