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Dear Diary,
This mourning it was cold. The misty rain was lightly feathering my face, but I was so warm it evaporated away.In the distance, in the dark in clouded atomosphere, the charoitt driver's wheels came to a schreeching halt. His horses's feet stomped, and I could hear him coming again. He' be here soon, I had thought, than I can join my piers.I wonder what today brings in it's wake....

With love and exhaustion,
XOXO vv PrinCess X
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...Continued
So many people fighting for my loyality, it's maddening. My heart is being pulled in so many diffrent direction I fear it will rip. I don't know what to do with love...
Cockroach told y red prince that he was a bad boyfriend to I, not only that but the other day she was completely obserd.
Sometimes whenboys play they insult each others members lengenth and size.... well,*cough* they boys were, being boys, and said that my red prince had a wee member and so Cockroach came over and said that "Why would anyone want to be with you?! Espically with a tiny d**k. And anyways why would you want to loose your virginity to ,*she rolled her eyes, pointing over at me at me(I KNOW A COCKROACH ROLLING HER EYES AT A PRINCESS!!! SGE SHOULD BE HANGGED!!!)*, that"
He said well one that I must like him being his girla and two, who wouldn't want to be with me (I AM A VIRGIN) unlike her.
Then today, I was mad because I'm one, emotionally unstable, and two, we were argueing. Well she comes over talking to him, so I just stright up walk away. When I come back he said that her parasite-aness had inquired that he speak with me to, patch things up. She said that he was a bad boyfriend. WHICH he isn't, he's a wonderful boyfriend.
When he holds my hand I feel the most wonderful of sensations. I feel tingly all over and just wish that the moment would last forever. I never feel human contact anymore and I really need that...
it makes me sad though that I don't know what to do. I wish someone would help me down from this tower from which I am captive... If I jump I might not land safely.
But mabey, noone cares...

With love Broken Hearted,
XOXO vv PrinCess X