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An Emo's Heart
by Rya Bakura aka Hikari Yukimura




A heart full of hatred, but still loved....
A heart full of love, but hated....

I don't understand why, I'm so depressed...
Is it because I love someone to much...But they end up leaving me....
Is it because I had no family, no friends, not even someone to talk to...

Have I...been bad? I don't mean to....I'm sorry....
Why did you leave me? Alone in the dark...without anyone?
Why did you tease me? I didn't do anything wrong...
Why? Why?

A heart that felt so cold and lifeless....like a barren field of snow....
Lost in world of hatred and lies....with no escape from it...
Tears that....speak of your feelings....but to an emo, they mean nothing but sadness, hatred, and lost....

We hide in the shadows like ninjas....
We long for someone to hold us with loving warm arms....
We long to be loved by someone who accepts us....

But it all seems so distant.....but even so, you want to grab it and take it...

In an emo's heart, it rains....rain that penetrates the sorrow and loneliness
Of someone living in a world without love......

A heart full of hatred, but still loved.....
A heart full of love, but hated....