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Okay I'm not a very good poet so bear with me here I tried so be kind.

Before you came I felt alone,
could stand in a crowd yet feel alone,
never really listened to,
never really spoken to,
never really happy.

After you came along I felt new,
new feelings I didn't understand,
I learned to new someone to need you,
I fear losing you,
can't see myself without you.

I love you,
I love your laugh,
I love your smile,
I love your sweetness,
I love your kindness,
I love everything the good and bad.

Maybe I don't deserve you,
I'm not an easy person to be with,
I try to show my love,
maybe I don't do it well enough,
your worth all the pain and tears.

I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong,
sorry for my jealousy,
sorry for my mistakes,
sorry for my cowardliness,
sorry for the pain I've caused you.

I'm just afraid,
afraid of being alone,
afraid of losing you,
afraid of messing up,
afraid of hurting you again.

ok so that's it umm its now all that good but umm okay.