Things have started to turn around this week. I've feeling better about life in general now, ya see I'm getting my driver's license next week and so when s**t goes down in my life I at least drive away from it. That also means I can drive over and see my gf when ever mrgreen . I'm going over there the day I get my license. The only issue is that I don't have my own car yet... that means I gatta borrow moms... that means I gatta tell her where I'm going when I borrow it... that's an issue.