i must be crazy
I've come to the conclusion that i have an obsession with merpeople. haveing little ability to swim without driveing ger like flipper's i guess ive always envyed them I know so much of the sea, the myths, the creatures that exist and are suppost to be make believe. I've even found a way to make my own tail out of swimers fabric and scuba fins that i'm crazy enoguh to be working on. i dont know it just feels like.. .well its hard to put it to words but the best way i can describe it is that there is little else in life that i would like more than to have the oceans, streams rivers ponds and lakes to be my home. i just feel so at peace in the water. provided that i almost drownd once when i was little. i just feel like sometimes i feel like thats where i belong.