I'm writing this journal entry because Joseph Repko has a serious issue about him.
I met John when I began playing trickster. I was currently going out with his friend so we got introduced. He was quiet and distant. I was quiet and shy so we hardly talked to each other. We use to pass each other in different areas said our hi's then walked off. Conan that was my boyfriend at the time, wanted me to level up so he asked John to help me with leveling.
I was kind of blushing, but I kept to myself and normally was quiet while he was helping me. After about 4 months my current boyfriend, Conan, had disappeared and with no note left behind I began to worry what happen to him. After that 6 months passed. Me and john contuied to talk. I managed to get 2nd job in the game and he was there to cheer me on. After me, my sister, her boyfriend, and John had a party to celebrate my 2nd job, he went to his house in the game.
We talked some more and eventually he fell asleep from partying to much. I put his head on my lap to let him sleep it out. After about an hour I kind of fell asleep, and when I woke up me and him were laying next to each other and I was in his arms. I sat up as fast as I could blushing and he began to wake up and I looked around and had began to relieze that neither of us were in our clothes. I blushed even more as I had reliezed what had happen.
He began to get up and smile at me. I screamed I loved him and ran off before he could say anything. I ran to a secert area only me and him knew about and when I finally got there I was so out of breath that I couldnt run anymore, suddenly I heard things moving around. I began to think maybe someone else knew about this spot besides me and him but when the moving stopped out popped his head. He was panting and sweating like crazy like he had been trying his best to keep up with me.
He told me he wanted to let me know that he loved me too and that he had never said that to a girl. I was so in shock that I couldn't move...I just stood there wondering if he was just playing with me, but before I knew it I was in his arms and he was pressing his lips against mine, and to my suprise I was enjoying it! After we had finished our sweet make out he picked me up in his arms and took me back to his house to treat any scrathes I had gotten from running in thorns and trees.
When my sister and her boyfriend had came they saw us holding hands loving on each other and they began cheering as if they had known we were going to go out. I began smiling after that me and john were inseperable. We went everywhere together. The only time we were apart was when he went to work, but even then we were still talking on the phone. We were in love. I had never felt this feeling with any man before.
He never cheated on me, If we got into a fight he would apologize first. This man was amazing. He was unlike any other man I had ever meet. After about 6 months of us being together he came to me after work and proposed to me. I was so happy I accepted as fast as I could. 2 days later we go married. After 8 months of being together I got my 3rd job and we got married again to celebrate the happy occassion. Then...after 10 wonderful months of being together...Something terrible had happen...
On Thanksgiving I had recieved a phone and I used it as much as I could. But my nana and grandma being as nosey as they were ended up seeing the over lovey things we did. They knew johns age so they were against it. They threaten to call the cops on him if I didn't leave him. I cried as hard as I could and refused. After about 1 week cops showed up at my door and demanded I talked to them. I refused to tell them anything that they could use to hurt him. Id had rather died then rat out my true love, but being 14 at the time they swear that he was just some perv trying to get to me.
I began laughing. That couldn't have been my john. He was to sweet, he was to pure. He wouldn't have done anything to hurt me like that. But then they said a threat that made my heart snap in two...They said that if I didn't break all contact with john...Hed go to jail for 5 years. I screamed in my mind and told the lady I would do as she said...After that...I was never the same...Eventually the crying stopped, the acheing went away...and some horrible memorys were forgotten...
After 3 months of not talking to him I tried talking to him again. Believeing the ladys were off our back. That and the fact we had moved away from our grandparents. We began playing games together again talking, but that was as far as I went afraid that maybe the cops had put a bug in my computer to be able to listen to my conversation or anything of the sort. After 5 months I started hanging out with him even more. Feeling safer and safer each day.
But there was something different about John, he seemed...More distant then before...He seemed...Like he was worried or scared...But eventually he went off my mind. Until he disappeared again. I began looking and looking and thought maybe he had found a game he liked better then mine. So I stopped worrying but he was always on my mind.
After 8 months I got bored of the game I played and decided to go with my new boyfriend back to trickster. I had quit trickster after me and John had broken up. Suprislying my sister had told me someone had been on my account, so I was working to fix it again, and the next day John whispered me. Saying that Azi (my sister) had told him that I started playing again. I was really suprised. I couldn't stop crying. I jumped on him and hugged him as hard as I could.
I told him everything that had happened, and he said that he had felt that I didn't care for him so he just started playing different games. Avoiding games that I would have played. Which was weird because I had also avoided games hed play. Of course my boyfriend at the time had hated him so we were hardly allowed to talk out loud. Unless I forcible said I had to go with my sister to a family meeting.
We ended up going back out but I was still with Jesse so it was hard to maintain a secert relationship with him without getting in trouble. My sister had known but for my sake and love she had kept it a secert for me. But one day when I came home from school I found jesse on my account telling me that john had called me sweetheart. Suddenly he was furious telling me to break it off with john now or he was going to leave me.
I paniced and had gotten scared. I didn't know what to do...I wanted to scream and tell John what was going on but I figured if he found out too he might leave me. So I went with Jesse...I ended up quiting trickster again the very next day ashamed of what I had said. After that about 1 year passed and eventually I began to think less and less about john.
After a while though I got other boyfriends and thought less and less about john and eventually really didn't give him much thought. I began to look at his profile though just to see how he was doing and to make sure he was ok. After awhile though I saw on his profile that he had been hurt so I wanted to make sure he was ok. But I got scared and never said a thing.
After about a month I sent him a message saying I was going to be playing trickster again and I wanted to talk to him. Eventually we started talking again and I was excited and happy. I hadn't felt this feeling in awhile so I knew exactlly what it was. I was love sick for him again...Before I knew it we had kissed and said we still loved each other. And this time...Nothing is going to break us apart...Not even the cops... heart
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