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WHEN CHERRYB0MBZ EXPLODE


CHERRYB0MBZ
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When I Was 5...
My name is Cherry.
A story I'll tell.
Of a terror filled childhood
My personal hell.
Right now my heart races
And my eyes they swell.
I pray to let go
So I no longer Dwell..

When I was 5
I tried to hide
Under my sheets
And choke down my cries.
Daddys drunk again tonight
Please..
Don't let him find me

Too late.. he's here
He yells and stumbles
To his delight
I cry and tremble.
Daddy please..
...Please not tonight
How much can I handle?

He brakes my ankles
So I can't run.
He cracked my ribs.
And shattered wrists.
My head..it splits.
My nose..it bleeds.
My throat is bruised
And I can't breathe.

He cuts my arms
And laughs when I scream.
And even now
These scars can be seen.
I hide my face
So others can't see.
What my darling daddy
Has done to me.

Broken and bloody
He gives me more.
Mom is here
But he's locked the door.
She can't get in
While I'm bruised and torn.
Please daddy.. just kill me

When I was 5
I tried to hide
Under my sheets
And choke down my cries
Daddys drunk again tonight.
Please..
...Don't let him find me.






User Comments: [6]
xXxODDxONExXx
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Fri May 28, 2010 @ 02:19pm


Did this acually happen or is this just a story cause if it is I'm sorry but that's one more to my list of people to ******** up sorry love


CHERRYB0MBZ
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Fri May 28, 2010 @ 02:28pm


My father was a violent man... and liked to drink.


xXxforever_farewellxXx
Community Member





Fri May 28, 2010 @ 11:20pm


i agree with smurf. sorry to say darling but that he was not a father, he was a spem donor. no man would do that to their child!


CHERRYB0MBZ
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Sat May 29, 2010 @ 12:04am


I didn't write this for people to feel bad for me.. or give me sympathy.. I don't want any of that at all..

I just had to get things off of my chest. Especially after I actually talked to him recently. It brought alot of memories and emotions... I just had to write it out.


VsVampiress
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Sat May 29, 2010 @ 05:38am


heart I hope you talked about it with him. I am big on that. Nothing left unsaid, Get it out, Etc ... will he even admit it now ? I am assuming this was in Ireland, correct ? Thank you for telling me to read ... you know I am not "faint of heart". eek We have been through so much. Do you know if he STILL drinks ? Does he have any other children now ? My poor little sweet cherry. heart


ifeeza19 Winchester
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Mon Jul 12, 2010 @ 12:55pm


its good to get it off you chest it really is meena . thats why I write .


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